Temptation seems to wake up with me every morning and fall asleep with me every night. Not only am I at a loss for words but my train of thought seems to have died. Playing the waiting game is no fun at all. Every day is a practiced art, however only so because of one constant, a variable that won’t wither with time, it will never leave me, and I miss it. Curiosity burns more than ignorance is bliss, nostalgic afterthoughts invade my mind, disbelief or denial, regardless, the purpose is clear. Winter really is the coldest season of the year. It never fails to amaze, I want it. The more I ponder, the more the ground falls away from under my feet. Words fall on a deaf cause, and actions are an impossibility. Inevitably the bitter truth shapes before my eyes, happiness is key. A burden lighter with two. The face of temptation spites me, a face more exquisite than any, taunting. My will waivers. I am overwhelmed, flooded by possibilities. Understatements. I want it, I need it. Therein lies the question, what is it about this? About her?
Conclusion: I believe I have discovered something remarkable, for this first time in my life I am unable to analyze and successfully discover even the most minute detail of what I am seeking. Perhaps I am gazing in the wrong direction, regardless however, there is no conclusion, as difficult as it is for me to accept this, I full heartedly believe this to be true.
Thursday, May 20, 2010
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